why i am better off without you.
- you lie.
- you ego is too big
- you’re not even that good looking (see above)
- you don’t respect me.
- and think you’re better than me.
- you’re officially a minute man. at best.
- you lie.
- in all the times we have hooked up, not once have i orgasmed.
- you should have told me from the start that you didn’t want me and you were using me.
- you act like i’m embarrassing to be around.
- did i mention you lie?
- you emotionally manipulate people. and twist words and situations to your warped way of thinking which knocked my confidence and made me sad and pathetic.
- i’m fucking sexy. and funny and intelligent. and the fact that escaped your notice makes you fucking stupid.
i hope you treat her better than you treated me.
i thought you were the man i was going to marry and the man i had my children with.
clearly i was mistaken.
and this loyalty and LOVE was one way.
i had no idea i was so replaceable.
second time i’ve had my heartbroken. and the second time by you.
the fact you don’t want me isn’t the worst part. the hardest part is knowing all you’ve done since you’ve known me is lie to me. lie so you could fuck me. so you could have me when it was convenient then leave me.
i trusted you and gave you so many chances. i won’t be making that mistake again.
not ever. for anyone.
I can’t pretend I will never let you down, because I will.
I can’t pretend I’m not crazy, because I am.
I can’t pretend I’m not that girl. I am that girl.
I am that girl who will ignore you on a three day bender with her best girlfriends and expect you to be waiting at home to hold my hair back at…
I want you so much and I don’t know why.
I don’t care about the history, the bullshit, the labels. I just want to know you’re mine like I am yours.
Why doesn’t it ever work? Is it because we’re toxic together? Or is it because it’s real?
It fucking consumes me. When I think about us together I just feel calm and good, it feels right inside.
But you aren’t with me and I want you to be, right here, now.
